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♫ You have left ♫
♫ As if we'd never been ♫
♫ Life is full ♫
♫ The world is bare ♫
♫ So many emotions, ♫
♫ Each playing their own role ♫
♫ It’s calm on the surface, ♫
♫ burning hot inside ♫
♫ I held my hands out, then pull them back in ♫
♫ Afraid of being wrong, also afraid of missing out ♫
♫ Yearning, therefore confusing ♫
♫ My will power, left and right wrestling ♫
♫ Trying to break apart, turning around I can’t bare to depart ♫
♫ Yearning, therefore more entangling ♫
♫ I still love you so, as if spell bound ♫
♫ I fell asleep, but now the dream awakened ♫
♫ Yearning, who is at fault? ♫
[Return the world to you]
[Episode 56]
They say you're not Lu Zhun.
You also say you're not Lu Zhun.
Put down the knife.
Then what's the point of me living?
Put down the knife. Think about your Dad in the hospital.
If something happens to you, what is he going to do?
I'm going to ask you just one thing.
Can you return to my side?
- Speak. - Put down the knife.
Let me go! Let me go!
Let go of me!
Go!
Let me go! I want to die! Don't let me live!
Let go of me! Let me go, I don't want to live anymore.
No.
[Emergency Department]
Nurse!
- What's wrong? - She's fainted.
Over here. Come with me.
This way.
Hurry.
She's still very weak, but she's not in danger anymore.
Let her rest. If you need anything, I'm be right outside.
Do you want to drink anything? Or eat anything?
Is your hand okay?
I'm fine.
What happened?
She came looking for me.
She invited me to your house
and said she had something to say to me.
- I'm sorry. - I'm sorry.
Yin Wei
I'm the one who should be apologizing.
No, Yien sister.
You're so smart, pretty, and capable.
If I were Lu Zhun, I would like you too.
Things are not what you think.
Yien sister, I really love Lu Zhun so much.
I can't be without him.
I know.
No, you don't.
The accident
was all because of me.
It was my fault.
That's why things are as they are now.
I'm begging you. Return him to me, okay?
Yin Wei. You should know that—
Yien sister, I visited the doctors.
They said that I have depression.
How could that be?
I don't know either.
I just feel that
Lu Zhun is getting further and further away from me.
I really love him so much.
I can't lose him.
Do you know that you're truly exceptional?
I'm exceptional?
Why doesn't Lu Zhun want me anymore?
Is it because I'm not good enough?
Is it because I'm not as good as you?
Yien sister. I'm begging you.
Return Lu Zhun to me, okay?
Yin Wei, here, calm down first, okay?
I'm very calm.
If it wasn't because of you, Lu Zhun wouldn't leave me.
Things are not what you think they are.
If you want to listen, I'll explain everything to you.
No, I'm not going to listen. I'm not listening, I'm not listening!
You know the rest.
Don't blame her.
She's still young. She doesn't know how to control herself.
Too many things have happened recently.
If you want to blame someone,
you should blame me.
It's all my fault.
I was wrong.
I don't blame her.
She's very pitiful as well.
You should go see her.
I'm worried about her mental condition.
What's there to see?
I think Yin Wei has simply gone crazy.
How are you?
Is your hand okay?
You're in such a condition, and still say you're okay?
You really are protective over her.
I... I'll go now.
I'm going to have to trouble you...
I'm going to have to trouble you with taking care of Yien.
Don't let her go home these couple of days.
Don't let Yien go home? Easy for you to say.
Do you want her to hide for the rest of her life?
Stop that.
Did you call the police?
Just forget it. I don't want to make things more complicated.
But what if she acts up again?
Not everyone remembers your kindness.
Wei Wei, back down a little bit.
Let Yien get some rest first.
Qin Ye, I want to leave the hospital.
Can you handle the procedures for me?
The doctor already said that they need to monitor you for two days.
Exactly.
I'm fine now. I don't want to stay in the hospital.
Be good, you need to listen to the doctor.
Stay in the hospital for two more days. After that, you can come live at my place.
Teacher Huo.
Immediately shift all liquid capital,
to buy American company, MC, in full force.
Acquisition? Isn't that too sudden?
Huo Corp had originally wanted to acquire MC company.
But all of our capital right now is in secondary market and can't pull them out.
If we want to finish the acquisition, then we need to use
the funds we've invested in Ellassay.
We can't. It'll affect us becoming an IPO.
We already send in the application to go public.
If we pull out the capital now that means we have to forfeit the application.
That's why in this urgent situation,
We will use Ellassay's name to go ahead with the acquisition.
I will give you all the materials immediately.
After you've verify, immediately launch the acquisition. Don't delay.
Should... we have a board meeting before we take action?
I am the Chairman of the board. This is an order!
After the acquisition, not only will elevate Ellassay's performance,
but we can preserve the Huo Group as well.
Teacher Huo, no matter what you say, this isn't a small sum.
I am the controller and beneficiary of the company. Would I do something that would hurt myself?
This action is reasonable, legal, and compliant.
What are you so worried about?
Okay. I'll work on it.
Talk to me a little bit, okay?
It's fine if you don't talk too. Rest for a few days.
Once Derek is better, we'll return to France together, okay?
What do you want to tell me, Yena?
I know you're very kind.
But the things that have happened to you recently
have indeed been a little cruel.
If you can't figure it out and have some extreme thoughts, that's all fine.
Everyone understands. As long as you're okay, it's all fine.
If I become Sister Yien,
Lu Zhun will return to my side.
We can go back to the way things were.
I can marry him and have his children.
No, Yena, you can't.
It's our fault. It's mine and Derek's fault.
We thought one lie would be able to protect you and keep you from harm.
But a lie is a lie. It can't bring happiness and blessings.
We're also tormented right now.
We've been living in a lie every day, even lying to ourselves.
Every time I see you, there's not a moment that I'm not struggling.
But all of this was given to me by you all.
How could you only give it to me partially? I only want Lu Zhun to come back.
Without him, I can't live anymore.
Brother, I know that
you can do anything.
You can get him to return to my side, right?
I can't.
He says he's someone without a future, and that he can't be with you.
You bastard!
Derek saved your life before, you know that?
I don't care what methods you use to win Yena's forgiveness.
Tomorrow, go through with the wedding.
Do you hear me?!
Listen to me.
Take Yena back to France.
This is because of Shen Yien, isn't it?
Fine. Let none of us live happily then.
Let me show you something.
[Diagnostic medical certificate]
Name: Lu Zhun, male, 28, diagnosis.
He had a brain tumor that could flare up at any moment.
I couldn't let you marry someone who could die at any moment.
You're lying. That's impossible.
All of this is true.
You really love him, don't you?
You should feel happy for him.
He said that when he got the diagnosis, he felt like he received a verdict from the Heavens.
He knew he had received a punishment, but he was happy.
Because he could be Ye Qilei again.
Let it go, Yena.
You still have me. You have your father. We both love you very much.
Without you, we cannot live either.
Let's go back to France together, okay?
Let's start again.
Right.
This is a letter that Derek wrote to you before he collapsed.
Yena, Dad was wrong. But please believe that
everything I did was because I love you.
At the time of Lu Zhun's accident,
I realized after seeing your despair
that Lu Zhun's place in your heart surpassed that of your own life.
In this life, I've only loved two women.
One was your mother. The other is you.
Your mother left us early on.
If it weren't for you,
my life
would have ended at the moment your mother died as well.
So when I saw how sad and hopeless you felt,
I understood too well the intense emotions you felt for Lu Zhun.
Dad was truly afraid.
I was afraid that I could lose my daughter.
So I thought of the idea for someone to replace Lu Zhun.
But just then, I saw how much pain you were in.
I only then realized
that I have always used the idea of love to overly protect you.
In the end, I brought you even more pain. Yena, forgive Dad.
It doesn't matter how much you hate me.
Please don't make it hard on yourself. Please don't hurt yourself.
My biggest wish in life
is that you can be happy and blessed.
- Your... - I'm fine. How's Yena?
She's tired. She fell asleep.
What about mentally?
I gave her Derek's letter.
She's a lot more calm now.
Derek is also awake now. He says he wants to return to France. I'll arrange it as soon as I can.
It's about time.
When they return, please help me take care of them.
Too many things have happened recently.
Yena has gone through too much.
I'm at fault for making her the way she is today.
Of course, Derek is also responsible, as well as you.
What do you mean?
I've known about your feelings for Yena for a long time now.
I really don't understand.
How could you so heartlessly give her away again and again to someone else?
Last time, it was Lu Zhun. This time, it was me.
Who would be next time?
What's the point in saying all of this now?
As long as the feelings in your heart do not change,
as long as you still love her,
it's never too late.
I can't give her happiness.
You should give yourself a chance.
Yena, why are you out here?
It's fine.
I'm sorry.
I also don't know what's wrong with me.
I'm the one who should be apologizing.
I hurt you too much.
You should hate me.
I don't hate you.
I love you.
Let's sit and talk.
The person you love is Lu Zhun, not me.
I admit that I should not have lied to you, and I don't expect you to forgive me.
Even if I have to use the rest of my life,
there's no way it can make up for the harm that I have caused you.
But you have to understand.
People cannot always live in self deceptive illusions.
Since it's an illusion,
there's a day where you have to wake up.
You have to have your own life. A new beginning.
In my eyes, you are a girl who lives passionately
and loves intensely.
You love Lu Zhun.
I can understand those feelings.
Because all these years, in my heart,
I had similar emotions that propped me up and supported me to live until this day.
I can understand that all too much.
But Lu Zhun isn't here anymore. It's okay.
Every person has to die some time.
It doesn't matter if he's here or not. He's in your heart.
Every time you think of him, his voice, expressions, and smile are all right before you.
That's enough.
Say, you clearly know I'm fake, yet you still want to live a life with me.
After awhile, your heart will become exhausted.
Then, wouldn't you feel guilty towards the real Lu Zhun?
Believe me, you would live an extremely hard life.
I know that you don't want to accept any of this.
You want to keep the illusion of him.
But is that the happiness you want?
I believe that the Lu Zhun up in heaven
would not want you to live like this.
He would want you to live healthily and happily.
Maybe everything I've said to you
you probably can't understand it yet.
I just want to tell you
that if I die one day,
I don't want you to regret anything because of your decision to cling on today.
Let's go see Derek, okay?
He's in the hospital.
Where's Lu Zhun?
Where is he buried?
I want to go see him.
I'll take you.
[Ye Qilei]
I'm sorry.
I've only just come to see you now.
I'm sorry. You were in the hospital by yourself for five years,
yet I didn't know anything.
The person beside me isn't you. [Ye Qilei]
I didn't realize it.
You must blame me a lot.
I'm sorry.
Because of me,
you're already lying here,
yet you can't even use your own name.
He said
that you're watching over me from above.
You also want me to be happy, right?
Lu Zhun.
Lu Zhun, answer me.
[Ye Qilei]
If it weren't for me,
if it wasn't for me making you take that road,
if it wasn't for my speeding in order to get rid of those following us,
maybe all of this
would not have happened.
Five years ago, my accident in France wasn't a mistake.
It was a plot.
At the time, the brakes malfunctioned and the car went out of control. I was flung off of the road along with the car.
If was fortunate that your father was nearby and saved me.
What I want to tell you is that in this whole ordeal, I wasn't the only victim.
The other person is Lu Zhun.
You were also in the car. In order to avoid crashing into me, he crashed into the side of the road.
Lu Zhun, Lu Zhun!
Lu Zhun, wake up!
It was me. It was all my fault.
I shouldn't have had him speed in order to lose the people following us.
I'm sorry.
I don't blame you. It was me.
I shouldn't have taken that road.
A lot of the times, we cannot change anything with our own power.
No one knows what will happen in the future.
So, live well now.
Maybe,
this was destined.
Fate brought you to my side,
and then it took you away.
I don't regret meeting you.
You were the one who taught me what love is.
In the days that you've been gone,
I thought of him as you.
am I foolish?
I've done many many foolish things.
I've even almost lost my Dad.
I know you're watching over me from heaven.
You want me to live happily
because you love me that much.
Just like the way I love you.
♫ Are you weary yet? ♫
♫ Have you any anxieties? ♫
♫ Such a vast Earth, enough for us to turn around ♫
♫ Enough for waves, of hundred and thousand times ♫
♫ My regrets piling up many many levels ♫
♫ In every corner of this world, I’ve been long lost ♫
I will come back and visit you again.
The next time I come,
I will return your name to you.
♫ That inevitable evasion, brought us winding complications ♫
♫ Your future life, rugged or happy, ♫
♫ I will be there ♫
The first set of funds will be sent over today.
Huo Teacher, I think all of this is too rushed.
What matters in a business war is actual ability.
Another important part is to grab the first opportunity.
This afternoon, I will announce this news to the media.
This successful acquisition example,
will not only allow Ellassay
to become more influential, but it will also allow us to earn a huge profit in France.
What's wrong? What are you still worried about?
You're someone that I saw potential in and cultivated.
I've also run Ellassay up until now.
Everything that I've done today
was all for the long-term development of the company. Don't feel too pressured.
Even if the sky collapses, I'm still here.
Huo Teacher, it's not that I don't trust you.
I also know that my being here today
is all because of the support you've given me.
I've just probably been too tired lately.
Once you've become CEO, you need to be able to bear the pressures coming from all sides.
You'll understand what I'm saying in time.
Dad.
I shouldn't have spoken to you like I did earlier. I'm sorry.
In the future, I'll listen to you.
It's not, Dad. It's not your fault.
Ever since I was young,
I've always had your love and support.
I've always taken it for granted.
I never stood in your shoes and thought about it from your perspective.
When Lu Zhun got into an accident,
all I thought about was that without him, I wouldn't be able to live anymore.
But I never thought
that without me, you would be sad
and in pain.
Dad.
Let's return to France, okay?
We'll find the best doctors to treat you, okay?
You're staring into space again. Here, have some fruit.
Thank you.
If you miss him, just give him a call.
I don't want to bother him.
With your personality, you don't even know how much harder you've made things for yourself.
If you don't speak, the other party will misunderstand you.
If you don't explain, the misunderstanding will just get deeper and deeper.
In the end, the one who gets hurt will still be you.
But I don't know what to say to him.
Just say whatever you want to say!
What are you thinking right now?
Do you want to distance yourself from him, or do you want to accept him?
[Lu Zhun]
How are you?
I'm fine.
Yin Wei... How is she?
I've already explained everything to her.
What was her reaction?
Anyone would find it hard to accept.
I only wish... I only wish that she wakes up sooner.
The thing that you should do the most right now
is to let go of everything and forgive yourself.
Then...
Then can you forgive me?
I've actually never hated you.
Since it began with me, let it end with me as well.
Then what do you plan on doing after this?
- I plan on finding Huo Zeyu. - You mustn't be impulsive.
Don't worry. I'm not trying to seek revenge.
I just want to give each other a chance.
so that I can let go of the hate and he will stop going the down the wrong path.
So you want to forgive him?
Maybe if only by letting go, that one can live again.
I know it isn't fair to us if I do this.
But I want to try.
If you support me,
I might seem... might seem...
a little more courageous.
No matter what you choose to do,
I will support you.
Qilei, sit.
I ordered a coffee for you.
I don't know if your tastes have changed after so many years.
It hasn't. Still the same old. Thanks.
Even though it's been a long time, but once some matters
become a habit, they can't be changed anymore.
Qilei, what do you think?
I know that you would want to meet with me sooner or later.
I've been waiting for this day.
So you must know why I asked to meet with you.
You want an answer.
Yes. Back then, why did you do it?
Back then, I wanted to put money into Ellassay.
but you constantly opposed it. You even argued with Yien over it.
But your objective wasn't Ellassay.
Correct. It was to allow Huo Company to become a listed company.
I worked tirelessly to get Huo Company to a certain level.
It was about to become a public company.
I wanted to do things to a larger degree.
So, I planned on acquiring some small companies.
Out of those, Ellassay was the one I wanted to acquire the most
because all it's three founders were my students.
I confidently believed that when it came to Ellassay, I wouldn't experience any problems.
But it was precisely over this issue that you and I conflicted.
You encountered a problem where you least expected it.
So, you wanted to kill me.
It wasn't my plan to have the car fall off a cliff.
But things just happened to turn out that way.
Because of this, I've lived uneasily all these years.
In order to get rid of the uneasiness, the only thing I could do was to make myself stronger.
Back then, I only wanted you to get hurt a little bit. As long as you didn't oppose me,
I could convince Yien and have Ellassay merge with my company.
You did it to become a public company. Basically, you did it for money.
For that, you can carelessly sacrifice someone else's life.
At that time, I placed a bet call with another foreign company,
If the company couldn't go public on time,
then I will never be able to get up again.
Everything that I've worked tirelessly for
couldn't be lost over a tiny Ellassay.
My career couldn't just end right there either.
Then do you think it was all worth it right now?
Whether it was worth it, things are already as they are.
Timing and subtitles brought to you by The Cursed Lovers @ Viki
♫ Only walking ahead, forgetting to look around ♫
♫ Are you weary yet? ♫
♫ Have you any worries? ♫
♫ Such a vast Earth, enough for us to turn around ♫
♫ Enough for waves, of hundred and thousand times ♫
♫ My regrets piling up many many levels ♫
In every corner of this world, I’ve been long lost ♫
♫ Now being returned back to you, making up for the wasted time ♫
♫ That inevitable evasion, brought us winding complications ♫
♫ Your future life , rugged or happy, ♫
♫ I will be there ♫
♫ On the bumpiest road, steered to taste life’s happiness and suffering, ♫
♫ I’ve never thought to turn back ♫
♫ In every corner of this world, I’ve been long lost ♫
♫ Now being returned back to you, making up for the wasted time ♫
♫ That inevitable evasion, brought us winding complications ♫
♫ At this moment, listen to me, for your future happiness, ♫
♫ I will be there ♫